Friday, August 19, 2011

Petunias

By wisdom a house is built,
and through understanding it is established
through knowledge its rooms are filled
with rare and beautiful treasures.
Proverbs 24:3-4

I love country music; I was raised on it, and have never lost my affection for the genre. Miranda Lambert was an artist new to me when I heard her sing Gunpowder & Lead, and loved the message of fighting back against an abuser, rough as that message was.  When she recorded, The House that Built Me, she won my heart and loyalty as a fan. 

There are those who say you can’t go home, but I believe that you have to go home in order to understand who you really are.  Pictures are wonderful, but seeing the real thing again, after all the intervening years, floods your mind with images remembered and those half-forgotten.  There is nothing quite like home…

I know they say you can’t go home again
I just had to come back one last time
Ma’am I know you don’t know me from Adam
But these handprints on the front steps are mine

Up those stairs in that little back bedroom
Is where I did my homework and I learned to play guitar
I bet you didn’t know under that live oak
My favorite dog is buried in the yard

I thought if I could touch this place or feel it
This brokenness inside me might start healing
Out here it’s like I’m someone else
I thought that maybe I could find myself

If I could just come in I swear I’ll leave
Won’t take nothing but a memory
From the house that built me

Mama cut out pictures of houses for years
From Better Homes and Gardens magazine
Plans were drawn and concrete poured
Nail by nail and board by board
Daddy gave life to mama’s dream

I thought if I could touch this place or feel it
This brokenness inside me might start healing
Out here it’s like I’m someone else
I thought that maybe I could find myself

If I could just come in I swear I’ll leave
Won’t take nothing but a memory
From the house that built me

You leave home and you move on
and you do the best you can
I got lost in this old world and forgot who I am

I thought if I could touch this place or feel it
This brokenness inside me might start healing
Out here it’s like I’m someone else
I thought that maybe I could find myself

If I could walk around I swear I’ll leave
Won’t take nothing but a memory
From the house that built me



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